Ministry’s TV II – Incoherent Complete Sense

After watching “Take Care of Maya” on Netflix last night, I was tossing and turning all night long as my nightmares connected the dots. Similar experiences have touched the life of my granddaughter. As an elderly woman with a rare incurable disease, I've personally experienced similar. I've tried to obtain help for myself, I've tired … Continue reading Ministry’s TV II – Incoherent Complete Sense

A desperate cry for help: chronic illness, abuse, and mental health trauma

WILL SOMEONE, PLEASE, FUCKING HELP ME?! My issues are: ongoing family stalking, caregiver abuse, unprocessed trauma from murder/suicide, chronic illness, and medical and mental health provider gaslighting. I've tried everything.

Longing to Be a Squirrel

The author expresses deep frustration with humanity's moral failures, questioning why people often act decently only out of fear of punishment or desire for reward. There's a sense of disappointment in how few individuals prioritize doing good for its own sake. The author longs for an escape, humorously wishing to become a squirrel.

Narcissistic Families not only Scapegoat, they ‘Cain and Able’

A raw look at why dysfunctional families need a scapegoat. It details the psychological abuse and manipulation used to silence a truth-teller. Understanding Narcissistic Families and the Scapegoat Role This essay explores the fixed role of the family scapegoat in narcissistic dynamics. It details the psychological tactics of abuse, from gaslighting to smear campaigns, and … Continue reading Narcissistic Families not only Scapegoat, they ‘Cain and Able’

A Narcissistic Mother Uses Her Children’s Love Against Them

The author reflects on childhood experiences with a manipulative mother, who fostered division among siblings while portraying herself as truthful. Grandma’s intervention led to forced confessions of misdeeds. Despite recognizing familial dysfunction and being the family's truth-teller, the author ultimately felt abandoned, revealing the deep emotional wounds caused by their mother's actions.

No one Will be at Your Funeral

The author reflects on their experience as the scapegoat in a narcissistic family, feeling unseen and unworthy. Inspired by a content creator's statements, they recognize the need for personal healing and self-improvement to attract meaningful relationships. The journey toward mental and physical health is emphasized as essential for a better future.

Trauma, Trust, & the Truth

A personal journey from happy innocence to painful awareness, exploring how betrayals of trust—from sexualization to emotional abuse—can redefine one's relationship with humanity

Regarding Suicide Prevention…

The text argues that suicide rates won't decrease until society acknowledges that suicide is caused by environmental factors rather than genetic ones. It emphasizes the need to focus on healing psychological trauma within families rather than treating individuals in isolation. Current support systems are inadequate, leading to rising suicide rates.

End of Life for a Model Codependent People-pleaser

A former people-pleaser re-examines their identity and past relationships, coming to terms with the emotional cost of self-betrayal and family dysfunction.

Three Philias, Seduction, and Grooming

A critical look at the underlying policy of statutory rape laws, contrasting the state's interest in preventing teenage pregnancy with the complex social reality of consensual teenage relationships. This essay explores the 'gray areas' of liability when manipulation, rather than grooming, leads to legal accusations.