SOCIETAL INDICTMENT

I AM TERMINALLY ILL.

I AM BARRICADED IN A 160SQ FT BEDROOM TO AVOID MY ABUSIVE ROOMMATE.

I LIVE WITH MY EX-HUSBAND BECAUSE THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE TO GO.

HIS NAME JOHN O’CONNELL.

ON 8/10/2026 HE TRIED TO HAND ME HIS PISTOL TO ‘TEST’ WHETHER I HAVE THE PHYSICAL STRENGTH TO RACK THE GUN AND KILL MYSELF.

HIS FAMILY MEMBERS SAY, “THAT’S JUST HOW HE IS.” “EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS”

MY FAMILY MEMBERS SAY, “IF YOU DIDN’T WANT TO DIE ALONE, YOU SHOULD HAVE TREATED PEOPLE BETTER.” (NOT SET BOUNDARIES) “YOU BURNED YOUR BRIDGES” (REPORTED FINANCIAL EXPLOITATION AND WOULD NOT BUY INTO THEIR DELUSIONS ABOUT THE FAMILY MURDER/SUICIDE) “WE DON’T NEED YOUR DRAMA.” (COMPLAINING ABOUT BEING ABANDONED)

APS SCREENED ME OUT CALLING THIS ‘RELATIONSHIP DIFFICULTIES’.

LVMPD HANDED ME A DV BROCHURE.

SHELTERS SCREENED ME OUT FOR MY HEALTH CONDITION.

I AM MEDICALLY BLACKLISTED BECAUSE IT IS TOO EXPENSIVE TO TREAT MY CONDITION. THEY CALL THIS “INEFFECTIVE RELATIONSHIP”.

MENTAL HEALTH SERVICE PROVIDERS SCREEN ME OUT SAYING “MEDICARE PANEL FULL”. (MY ONGOING TRAUMA DOES NOT FIT A SIMPLE BILLING CODE)

HHS OIG, CMS, MEDICARE OMBUDSMAN ALL SAID, ON THE RECORD, THEY CANNOT COMPEL A DR TO TREAT ME.

PEER SUPPORT GROUPS SAY I AM “TOO COMPLEX” “YOU CAN’T COME HERE IF YOU ARE IN CRISIS” (THERE IS NO SUPPORT ANYWHERE FOR CHRONIC CRISIS)

988 FLAGGED MY # FOR “NOT WANTING TO TALK ABOUT THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE”. (BECAUSE I’M NOT SUICIDAL)

NDVH FLAGGED MY # FOR BEING A ‘FREQUENT FLYER’. (I CALLED TOO MANY TIMES BEGGING FOR HELP AND THEY HAVE NO RESOURCES FOR A TERMINALLY ILL PERSON)

MY FRIENDS SAY “YOU’RE JUST TOO NEGATIVE NOW”. (WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH MAKES THEM UNCOMFORTABLE)

MY MINISTER, RANDOLPH PARTAIN, SAID “THE WHOLE WORLD CAN’T BE WRONG. MAYBE, YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR”. (HE HAS NO POINT OF REFERENCE FOR THIS MUCH ADVERSITY BEING EXPERIENCED BY ONE PERSON ALL AT ONCE)

I HAVE BEEN SCREAMING ABOUT THIS ON SOCIAL MEDIA FOR THREE YEARS. ALL I GET IS A POPUP TO REACH OUT TO THE ABOVE FAILED SUPPORTS.

NOBODY CARES.