Understanding Chronic Suicidality

The discussion highlights the significant misunderstanding surrounding chronic suicidality, distinguishing it from emotional dysregulation and trivial complaints. It emphasizes that chronic suicidality often stems from ongoing trauma and systemic neglect rather than individual malfunction. The speaker recounts personal experiences of abuse and neglect from family, leading to a complex relationship with their desire to die, ultimately advocating for acknowledgment and understanding of their lived reality.

When Others Need You to Stay Unwell

The reason I have had to keep "getting back to" my healing protocol is because I have been living with someone who seems to fear the possibility of me getting healthy...if I get healthy, I would no longer 'need' him and I might leave. He is the one who, over the past 2 years, has … Continue reading When Others Need You to Stay Unwell

A desperate cry for help: chronic illness, abuse, and mental health trauma

WILL SOMEONE, PLEASE, FUCKING HELP ME?! My issues are: ongoing family stalking, caregiver abuse, unprocessed trauma from murder/suicide, chronic illness, and medical and mental health provider gaslighting. I've tried everything.

Trauma, Trust, & the Truth

A personal journey from happy innocence to painful awareness, exploring how betrayals of trust—from sexualization to emotional abuse—can redefine one's relationship with humanity

End of Life for a Model Codependent People-pleaser

A former people-pleaser re-examines their identity and past relationships, coming to terms with the emotional cost of self-betrayal and family dysfunction.